Chapter 6

Emotions flood over me making my hormones rage like a 16 year old again. Even having him in my arms will be good enough i just need to touch him, and to have my lips somewhere on his body. Gary continues to stand in the doorway shaking from the cold breeze coming from the air vent not far from his legs. Taking the chance i have i walk over to him standing in front of him leaving about an inch gap in between our bodies. His eyes travel up to meet mine our torsos now touch due to our heavy breathing bodies closing the gap completely. My hand strokes through his wet fringe sticking it up a little twirling it around my index finger. Neither of us breath a word nor do we break eye contact. For every second i spend staring at him drives me even more insane to the point i can no longer cope causing me to connect my lips to his pushing him flat against the wall next to him. His moans vibrate against my lips shooting all the way down to my legs which begin to tremble from the excitement. Gary wraps his damp arms tightly around the back of my neck pulling my lips fully onto his. You can almost turn our moans and pants into a song. One of Gary's hands grip onto the bathroom door handle trying to steady us as his emotions cause him to shake and become tense again. Gently i remove his hand from the door handle slipping it through my own hair where he begins to tug at it driving me mad.

I stroke one of my hands against his thigh tickling a little by trailing my finger tips up and down it until my hand wraps around it teasingly giving a squeeze. Doing the same with my other hand i lift both of his legs up. "W...W..wrap..them...around me..." I murmur into the kiss trying to pant for some of my breath back. Without asking questions Gary obeys my demand wrapping his legs tightly around my waist so his whole back and head is forcefully fixed against the wall.
"T...this...is...s...so...wrong..." His eyes close whilst i plant a string of kisses along his jawline and collar bone. He's right, it is wrong, but if it's wrong why are we doing it? Why aren't we pushing each other away? "B...but...it...f...feels...so right..."Gary eyes roll into the back of his head grunting louder when my tongue comes into action tracing the vein in his neck, and the stubble line on his cheeks tasting the water droplets on his skin from the shower. "R...R...Rob...I..." His breath shakes and his eyes widen with surprise at how husky his voice sounds at almost 40 years old. It's not very often Gary Barlow gets nervous not until now i've seen him act like this.
"Yes..." Quietly i whisper pressing my lips against his cheek parting them so he can feel my warm breath against his wet skin.
"P...Please...w...will...yo...you...erm...-" A knock on the door cuts Gary from his sentence. Both of our eyes shoot into the direction of the door. We freeze looking at one another wondering who it could be, and what exactly they want. This is too good to stop now.

"Rob? Are you in there?" A voice speaks from the other side of my door. Oh no. Gary looks at my surprised mouthing the name Howard. Why is Howard knocking at my door? Seriously how did the boys find out where i live?! "Come on Rob open up or i'm coming in it's freezing out here." Quickly i lower Gary back so his feet touch the floor.
Whispering very quietly only audible to Gary i nod my head to the bedroom. "I'll try and get rid of him." Gary agrees to hide in my bedroom where he sprints off to, as i make my way over to the door making sure Gary's fully disappeared before i open it.
"Finally!" Howard walks into the room rubbing his hands together blowing on them a little to warm up. "It feels like bloody Iceland out there." My head is completely on another planet thinking about the moment me and Gary were just in. "Earth to Robbie?" A hand waves in front of my eyes snapping me out of my trance.
"Huh?" I shake my head looking at a concerned Howard standing in front of me.
"Mate... are you ok? Your look a little flushed?" He presses the back of his hand against my cheek feeling my hot temperature. "Woah. Rob i think you need to see a doctor!" He notices the wet around my neck on my shirt. "You're sweating as well!" It's not sweat it's the water which was on Gary's arms when he was holding me.
"N...no How...i'm fine...honest...i...i erh...just took a hot shower and didn't dry properly that's all...so what brings you down here?" Quickly i change topic of conversation walking over to the sofa.
"Just stopped by to see you... wondered if you wanted to share a lift on the way down to the studio?" He looks around my incredibly messy flat. To be honest since Gary got here i attempted to actually tidy a few things up. "Did a bomb explode in here or something?"

"Oh...no...i just haven't had the time to sort things out yet...this being a new place an all... would you like a coffee?" Walking towards the kitchen i avoid explaining why the place is such a dump.
"Please mate. Oh and is it ok if i nip to your toilet? Bloody cold gets to you these days getting old you know." Teasingly he nudges me in the ribs whilst i fill up the coffee maker.
"Very funny... course you can." The coffee begins to boil as Howard walks into the bathroom. Noticing out the corner of my eye the bedroom door is wide open i quickly jog over to it closing it  fully just incase he spots Gary in there which i doubt he will seeing as there's no need for him to even go in there. The sound of the toilet flushing causes me to walk back over to the kitchen area to finish off making the coffee's.
"How many sugars?" I ask once the bathroom door opens again. Howard doesn't reply. "Howard, how many su-" My sentence is cut short when i see Howard holding Gary's t shirt in his hands. Shit. That's Gary's and with the look on his face he knows it is!
"Isn't this Gaz's?" He asks looking at me with a confused look on his face.