Chapter 5

The kiss becomes more intense as our lips work together and my hand crawls at Gary's chest feeling the rapid beat of his heart pound against his chest. My hand grips to his tensed bicep which i just brush my fingers against trying to relax him a little showing him everything's ok. After several minutes of kissing it soon comes to an end, as Gary breaks contact pulling away from my arms which rest around the back of his neck. "Erm..." He pinches his bottom lip inbetween his thumb and index finger looking at his knees. Trailing my hand down his back he weakens under my touch again firmly closing his eyes. 

"Are you ok?" Softly i whisper against his ear inhaling his scent which makes me shiver with happiness. Gary forces out a smile tilting his head backwards against the sofa. 

"Y...Yeah...erm...n...no...i don't know..." 

"Talk to me..?" Wrapping a single arm around his shoulder i rest my head against his. It almost feels like we're an old couple. It just feels so natural. 

He shrugs crossing his arms tensing up again. "I'm... confused... i best get off... tiredness is kicking in again." Gary sits up standing to his feet. 

"Stay here." The words roll of out my mouth before i realise what i've just said. Gary's eyes grow by my reply. "N...no... i mean.... not for that.. i'm going to take the sofa... you have the bed... i'm not after anything... honest..." Bowing my head a little i feel like a complete fool. He must think i'm a sex monster or something. Well done Robbie. 

"If you're sure that's ok?" Gary almost whispers releasing a yawn whilst rubbing his eyes. He looks like he could sleep for a thousand years. In a way i want to look after him... well for tonight anyway. 

"Of course... anything for y-..... a friend." Making my way to the bedroom i tidy a few things... well moving the heaps of clothes from the bed, so he can actually get in it. "If you need any nightwear or clothes feel free... i'm bigger than you, so i guess you'll be buried in them." 

"You're a good man Rob." Gary pats my arm walking over to the bed. "Are you sure you want the sofa? You can have the bed it is yours." 

"Honestly Gaz i'll be fine. Have a good rest." We shine each other a friendly smile before i close the door leaving it open enough for some light to sneak through. I walk back to the sofa where i wrap myself in a sleeping bag whilst laying shirtless. Words cannot describe tonight. I haven't been this happy or loved in years. Gary is someone really special even if he might regret what happened tonight it will never leave me. I'm so glad i have him back in my life.

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"Rob...Rob... are you awake?" A hand pushes against my shoulder flickering my eyelids the sunlight almost blinds me. 

"Mmmm... what time is it?" Releasing a moan as i stretch my arms up feeling my back begin to ache from sleeping on the sofa all night. 

"7am... C...Can i have a shower please?" Shading my eyes from the sunlight i notice Gary standing above me giving me a slight smile wearing one of my t shirts and his boxers. Wow. 

"S...Sure... use anything you need." I almost choke staring at him. Never before have i looked at someone in the way i do with Gary. Why have i been blind for so long? I've been an absolute idiot for ever wanting to crush and ruin such a beautiful man's life. 

"I wont be long and i'll be out of your hair... thank you." Happily Gary walks to the direction of the shower. Watching him walk to the bathroom not once do my eyes break contact from him until he closes the bathroom door. I lay my head back down resting against the sofa's arm sighing happily to myself.

Water splashes from inside the bathroom whilst i begin to get dressed. A little dressed up than what i usually do. Jeans with a white shirt leaving a few buttons undone showing off my rough chest hair. Gary hums whilst he's in the shower. Smiling to myself knowing he's happy makes me even more happy if that's possible. All of a sudden the water stops and I hear a faint whisper calling my name whilst i run my comb through my messy hair. "Rob?" The voice mumbles again.

"Yeah?" I walk out of my bedroom to find Gary shaking a little at the doorway of the bathroom wearing only a pair of boxers. Water drips from his partly naked body. Seeing him like this completely stops me in my tracks even my mouth drops open a little. 

"D...do you have... a towel?" He rubs his dripping cold arms trying to warm up a little as he stands shy looking at me. I don't even want to blink i just want to stay in this moment looking at this gorgeous man standing in front of me.  Looking at him from head to toe something catches my eye. Something i didn't expect to see. Without having a towel that meant he didn't have chance to dry his body causing his boxers to stick to his skin. Blinking my eyes a few times making sure i'm not seeing things it comes clear that the water has attached his boxers tightly to his body revealing his length which rests against his left leg. Oh my. My breathing increases rapidly.