Chapter 20

Robbie's POV

"Are we meeting up for dinner tomorrow?" Mark interrupts mine and Gary's shared look of disappointment. Gary's tilts his head slightly, waiting for me to respond to Mark's question.
"Err..." What can i say? No Mark fuck off, i'm sharing with Gary? Yeah, because that doesn't make it obvious what's really going on. "I...er...-"
"Yes. We'll meet up for dinner. The five of us." Annoyance fills his eyes, whilst he slings his rucksack over his shoulder. "I'm off to my room."
"Ok mate, well me and Rob will unpack and then give us a text?"
"Yeah... sounds good." Gary avoids looking at me, but i can feel his anger towards me. Mark reaches down for his suitcase handle, before unzipping his jacket. Gary stares deeply into my eyes, giving his head a gentle shake. I've let him down. The reason for this holiday was for the pair of us to spend time together, and i can't even say to Mark i don't want to share with him... "Bye..." Gary trails off to find his apartment, which he'll be staying in... alone.
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Laying in bed beside Mark, I watch as he tosses and turns in his sleep until he finally finds a comfortable position, where he knees touch his chest. Thankfully the dream of him running has stopped which means I won't be kicked in the back every thirty seconds. Its impossible for me to sleep, whether its down to the jet jag or simply having Gary on my mind, just knowing he's next door alone. Carefully sliding out of bed, I quietly take hold of my cigarettes and lighter, before tip toeing out of the apartment door. Walking along the pool I decide to peer through Gary's glass apartment doors, with the hope of seeing him. Placing the unlit cigarette into the corner of my mouth, I press my hands either side my head searching through the darkness of the room. "He must be asleep." I think to myself whilst sighing, or he's probably avoiding me seeing as I didn't put up much of a fight when Mark offered to share with me.

Lighting the cigarette I sit on the apartment wall still shirtless, wearing nothing but my stripy pj bottoms. You're a fool Rob. Although at the end of the day it's nothing major, right? Gary's probably just tired which made him more annoyed with me than he should of been. "Pssst." Suddenly a noise sounds behind me. Freezing to the spot, i continue taking deeper drags of my cigarette, it's probably just the wind. "...Nice stripes..." Dropping my cigarette in shock by the familiar whisper, immediately i turn around.
"Gaz?!" Feeling my heart race partly from almost jumping out of my skin and from seeing Gary with a beaming grin plastered on his face. "I thought you er... were-"
"Really think i could sleep after tonight?"
Bowing my head, i sigh deeply. "I'm sorry for not saying anything to Mark, but to come to think of it... if i did then, you know... he's not thick, Gaz..."
"I know... and the way i reacted was rather childish of me... and i'm sorry."
Arching my eyebrow, my legs swing over the inside of the wall. "Gary Barlow... apologising?"
"Pipe down you cheeky sod, are you going to come in or do i have to offer my invitation to someone else?"
"Well... in that case." Dropping my cigarette lighter in the grass joining my burnt out cigarette, without hesitation i hurry inside Gary's apartment. Releasing a quiet laugh, Gary carefully slides the doors together.
"So why are you still awa-" Pulling Gary by the wrists, my lips mute his words, as i start off a passionate kiss. My hands cup the back of his head, whilst my fingers stroke his neck hair at the same time as our lips move in sync. "...Woah..." Gary murmurs, seeing stars once the kiss comes to a abrupt stop.
"Sorry... i've been needing that all night..." Glancing down to the figure as he rests in my arms, looking slightly dazed. "...And i'm still awake, because Mark kept me awake by kicking me in his sleep... also a certain someone has been running through my mind all night..." Shyly Gary smiles, reaching around my back, where his fingers play with the hem on my bottoms.
"I guess Marko gets that from you then... i'm not surprised my back is always fucked..."
"No... fucking is why your back is the way it is..." Cheekily i mumble under my breath. "...Besides... he must get the snoring from you... such small men yet they can be heard in sodding China."
Rising his eyebrows, his fingers pull my bottoms, so that they now rest underneath my bare backside. "Calling me small, Mr Commando?"

Cheekily shrugging my shoulders, i wrap my arms around the back of his neck, gazing into his eyes. "I dunno...maybe... if you show me... i might be able to make that decision." Running my tongue across my bottom lip, Gary squeezes my backside tightly, digging his nails in sharply, before giving it a hard whack.
"...You know what to do..."
"Too bloody right i do." Taking Gary's hands, we swiftly make our way to the bedroom, with my trouser bottoms sinking even lower. As soon as we enter the bedroom, spinning on my heels, i forcefully push Gary up against the door, pinning his hands above his head. Trailing my tongue in a circular motion around his pulse point in his neck, soon replacing my tongue with my teeth.
"Aaah... Rob..." Gary moans, rubbing his back against the wooden door.
"Sssh..." Brushing my lips against his, silencing his moans. "...Don't want little Markie hearing us... he'll only want in on the action..." Swirling my tongue around the dimple in Gary's smiling cheek, gently i suck it making a quiet squeak, before nudging against the corner of his mouth, demanding entry. Within seconds, Gary opens his mouth shakily, allowing my tongue dart to the back of his throat, exploring every inch of it.
"Mmmm..." A throaty groan is all Gary can respond with, seeing as his hands are locked to the door by imagery handcuffs. "Jesus..."

Wiggling my hips in the same motion as my lips are working on Gary's, allowing them to fall around my ankles. My erection springs free, brushing against Gary's thin white t shirt. "God yes..." Grunting, i push more of my weight against him, causing him to hit the back of his head against the door, creating a hallow thud.
"...P...Please..." Closing his eyes firmly, he pushes his visible erection against mine, begging for freedom from his black football shorts. Grinning enormously, my fingers curl around the string at the front of the shorts. Giving it on tug, they immediately come undone, allowing me to pull them down along with his briefs. "Fuck...fuck me..." Arching his back, his erection hits against mine, the friction merely giving either of us pleasure.

Interlocking my fingers with Gary's, we walk over to the bed hand in hand, calmly. "I've been craving your touch all night..." Stroking my finger against Gary's bottom lip, he teasingly bites my finger tip seductively.
"Well... lets not waste time... we've got all night... and the rest of this Holiday... just the two of us..." Reaching into the bedside drawer, Gary pulls out a blue sealed foil packet, instantly handing it over to me.
"Sounds good to me..." Replying to his plan with a kiss, very carefully i remove the condom from the packet, before clenching my hand around his hardened length.
"Wait!" Gary blurts out, a little louder than what he intended to do, catching me off guard.
"Are you ok?!" Snapping my eyes away from my concentration, i look deeply into the nervous looking man's eyes, cupping his face.
"ER...y...yeah...it's just... i don't...want...erm..."
Swallowing hard, the happiness slowly fades from my face. "You don't...want to have sex? But i thought-"
"Of course i do! Don't think that..." Holding his hands over the top of mine, his thumbs run along each of my knuckles. "It's just... i want to try something different tonight...if you don't mind?"

Looking confused but also intrigued, our hands remain in contact. "...erh...different? As in... extras? I haven't bought anything like that with me... only condoms..."
"Oh no, god no... not that... i didn't mean that." Gary's cheeks begin to burn from slight embarrassment. "I...meant...maybe you could...erm...wear..." Glancing his eyes into the direction of the unrolled condom resting in the centre of the bed, it now makes sense to me.
"Ohhh... you want me to...er... you tonight?"
Gary nods his head, whilst he shyly continues to smile. "If you don't mind...that is?"
"It's up to you... if i hurt you or you don't like it, tell me then we can switch. The last thing i want to do is ruin things..."
"I'd like to experience it... and if i don't like it... i will tell you..."
"Good... well in that case... roll over Mr Barlow... we've got some work to do..."

Obeying my instructions, almost instantly as the words flow from my mouth, Gary removes his t shirt before laying onto his now bare stomach. Again reaching into the drawer, my fingers search around, until i come across what i'm looking for. A small pink bottle. Unscrewing the cap, i squirt a small amount of the clear substance onto the palm of my hand. "This might feel a little cold..." Placing my hand in between Gary's legs, the lube brushes against his entrance causing his teeth to chatter slightly.
"Nnngg..." Gary hides his face against the pillow in front of him. Sliding the condom onto myself carefully, i place my legs either side of Gary's body.
"Ready...?" I ask Gary the final question. Without saying a word, Gary's only answer is a gentle nod, as he remains in the same position. Very easily, the tip of my length pushes inside.
"Oooh..." His moans are muffled by the pillow, where he continues to bury his face. Continuing with my actions, i guide myself even more into Gary's exposed backside. "F...F...fuck...hmmm..." Once my entire length is deep inside of Gary, resting snug inside of him, my knees being to buckle whilst starting off a steady pace of thrusts. "Ooooohhh... jesus!"
"Sssh... do you want me to stop? Is it hurting?" Stopping my rhythm, i quietly whisper whilst bending over towards Gary's ear.
"N...no... just... burning... p...please...carry on..." A slight begging tone sounds within Gary's voice, giving me the signal to pick up the pace.

Holding to either side of Gary's hips, each time i thrust into him i start to increase my speed. "S...s...so good..." After several thrusts, the pleasure starts to kick in, easing my mind which now allows the pair of us to enjoy it even more. "M...more... oh god...more please!" Loudly Gary groans, reaching for the headboard railing above his head. Doing as he says, my hands rest over the tops of his shoulders, holding them tightly, my hips buck harder as i hit deeper into Gary, finding all the right spots which cause him to squirm under my touch. "Jeeeezzz...i..." Squinting his eyes together tightly, he clenches around me, driving both of us slightly insane. Trailing my tongue around his earlobe, i gently tug it in between my teeth as i thrust as fast as i possibly can inside of him, pushing us closer to our limit.
"R...R...Rob..." Gary grips his hand to my bicep, as his eyes warn me. Nodding my head, my length twitches, sending me almost completely off the edge. Running my hands down Gary's sweaty back, it starts to get too much.
"C...co...come... Gaz...come for me..." Quietly i whisper, trying my best to avoid releasing my moans seeing as Mark is only a few inches from us.
"B...b...but...i...i...ooooohhh..." Rising to his knees suddenly, Gary gets desperate, as he starts to push his hips backwards. "Oooooohhhh....god yes! Y....yes!!" Noticing the headboard shake, as Gary starts to release onto the bed and his stomach. Collapsing in front of me, he allows me to finish off, as i finally reach my orgasm. Reaching for a pillow beside me, i release my load whilst still being inside of Gary. "Fucking hell Gary!!" Loudly i moan into the pillow, muting it as much as i can.
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10 minutes later, we're both wrapped up in a clean duvet from the airing cupboard. "How was it?" I ask whilst holding Gary's hand, as his head rests under my arm.
"An experience... a good...one..."
"Are you sure?" I ask, whilst raking my hand through his sweaty blonde hair.
"Mhmm uh..." Gary purrs under my touch. "...Think anyone heard...?" Nudging his head against my chest, a quiet yawn is released from his aching jaw. Shrugging my shoulders by his question, i snuggle up beside Gary in his bed.
"Dunno... to be honest... i don't care... being with you means nothing else matters... and i continue to stay with that mind set... I love you Gaz..." Looking down at the figure, i notice his eyes are firmly closed, as he begins to doze off.
"mmm...love...too...mmmm..." Gary hums hardly making any sense, but still his words manage to warm my heart. I couldn't be happier right now and nothing is going to ruin these moments.