Chapter 14

Gary's POV

Robbie almost drags me upstairs as he keeps a tight grip to my hand. Giggling like school girls we end up in a large room at the end of the house. I don't even get chance to have a quick nose around as my back makes contact against the wall behind me creating a hallow thunk. Our hands collide during the kiss whilst he brushes his finger tips against my palms pinning both of my hands either side of my head to the wall. His hands trail from mine gently stroking my hips deepening the kiss. "Rob..." Softly i whisper once a moan escapes my parted lips with my hands still pressed against the wall almost like they've been nailed there.
"Yes..." His voice vibrates around my ears, as i'm deafened from the surroundings. A small smile forms at the corners of his mouth whilst his hand moves towards my face where a thumb presses against my stubble. A mixture of emotions wash over me mainly nerves and arousal. Robbie seems to be the one taking charge, his tongue slides up and down my neck and his palms are massaging my tensed shoulders feeling sweat trickle down my back. What are we actually doing? Will this make us friend's with benefits? What if none of this works out where will it leave us? All of a sudden my thoughts are blocked when i feel Robbie's teeth sink into my neck sucking onto my pulse point.
"Arghh..." Firmly i close my eyes whilst arching my back against the wall. Robbie falls against my chest continuing to kiss and lick my neck- tasting me. Something hard presses against my stomach which turns me on even more.

Robbie's fingers fumble around my shirt buttons almost tearing it from my back. As soon as i'm shirtless he wraps his arms around my waist pulling me closer towards him, before backing towards the bed where i fall on top of him. Now it's my turn to be in charge. Pinning his hands to the bed i skillfully straddle him, sitting on his lap whilst removing the thin material revealing his inked skin. Just using my tongue i begin to trace the tattoos on his chest starting from his chain then moving down towards his swallows. His sweating palms run from my temples then through my hair. Tickling the hairs on his lower stomach my next mission is to remove his jeans as quickly as possible. Almost like my life depends on it i tear open his fly along with undoing his button before whipping his jeans from his skin. With a breathless moan he kicks them from his ankles along with his boxers allowing his erection to spring free causing me to come eye to eye with it. Watching the younger man squirm under my touch it feels good to be in charge. My cold finger tips trail up his hardened length until i reach the tip where my thumb circles it. "Gary!" Robbie almost chokes just as i cup him before massaging in time with my thumb.

Still keeping my grip around him i mischievously look at him whilst placing a finger into my mouth. Robbie watches my actions, as i sink my finger inside of him. "Mmmhmm.." He moans pushing his head into the pillows and pressing his knees against either side of my cheeks. Enjoying his reaction i add another finger...followed by another widening him before pumping them into a steady pattern. "Fucking 'ell Gaz!" Robbie arches his back clenching around my fingers. Feeling pleased with myself seeing him in the state i've turned him into i slide away my fingers. "God, i want you so bad Gary Barlow..." He groans rubbing his sweaty forehead. Taking a deep breath i crawl up his chest again feeling the hard thumps of his heart pound against my ear.
"Rob... i...this will probably dampen the mood but... i've never done this before...i mean...erm i've had sex before...obviously... but...not with another man..."
"Take all the time you need, Gaz... i don't want to push you... ok? Please relax..." With a calm expression on his face he squeezes my shoulder whilst remaining the same position.

After a few minutes i come to a decision. A decision which makes me surprised with myself. "...Got a condom?" Looking nervous, but slightly calmer i smile softly up at him. Robbie grips the bottom of his lip whilst half smiling at me.
"In my wallet..." Stumbling around i lift up his jeans searching through his wallet for a condom. Whilst pulling out the condom something falls out with it. A small pink tube. Laughing quietly to myself i watch Robbie change positions onto his stomach now. Am i surprised that Robbie Williams carries a tube of lube around in his wallet with him? Of course not. Nothing surprises me with him. Removing my trousers along with my boxers i build myself up enough to secure the condom on. For a minute or two i stare at Robbie who is lying on the bed naked, as the moonlight shines through the gap in the curtains lightening up his perfect muscular body. "Are you ok...?" A smiling face watches me stare at him a few inches away.
"Erm...yeah...was just enjoying the view..."
"Come here..." Robbie holds out a hand into my direction. Walking over to the bed i take hold of his hand which knocks away a few of my nerves, as he gently places kisses on each one of my knuckles. "I love you... do what ever makes you feel comfortable...that's all that matters." Feeling a lot calmer now i get onto the bed, as Robbie rises onto all fours, his head resting against his arms whilst his hands are already gripped to the headboard. My torso presses against his firm back side positioning myself now my hands lock onto his hips.
"...Ready?" Asking with a shaking breath Robbie stays in the same position.
"Uh..huh..."
"If i hurt you...or you don't like it...please say?"
Robbie nods his head slightly giving me the signal. With that i gently place the cold gel inbetween our naked bodies causing Robbie to grit his teeth whilst hissing from the coldness. Very carefully i begin to ease myself inside of him. His muscles tighten and he intakes a deep breath or two. Unable to see his face still i'm unaware whether i'm hurting him or if he's enjoying it. Repeating my actions i bury myself even more into him feeling a hand grab the top of mine which rests still on his hips. Bucking my hips against him i start to create a slow pattern of thrusts. "A..are you...ok? Do...Do you want me to stop?" Biting my tongue i pray in the back of my mind that he's enjoying it as much as what i'm starting to. Sure i've had sex plenty of times, but this time it feels different not just because it's with a man, but it's with my best friend. I don't feel rushed and it actually means something for once.
"N...n...no...please...more...ooooh....i need more..." Loudly Robbie pants lifting his head from the  headboard. Obeying his instructions i increase the power of my thrusts slapping against his backside, he rests his head backwards. "....that's it...that it...right there...fuck..." His eyes are closed and his mouth is partly open.

Removing one of my hands from his hips i grip it gently around his throat whilst covering his lips with mine. Getting desperate now Robbie starts to buck his hips backwards in time with my thrusts. Hungrily his tongue begins to dart inside my mouth exploring every inch. "Oh...yes...Rob...this feels good...too good..." Our lips vibrate together as i feel myself twitch slightly inside him. My legs tremble from the building pleasure whilst i move my other hand from his hip replacing it into his hair now grabbing a fist full, as my other hand remains rested around his throat. "Oh...fuck...i...i..." Warning Robbie i pound inside him as fast as i possibly can.
"Give it to me...Gary..." Heavily panting i notice him release onto the bed covers. "OHH FUCK Gaaz....babe." He hisses loudly pulling onto the headboard causing the bed to move an inch or two. Raising my eyebrows a little his words buzz around my ears, did he just call me 'babe'? Still pumping inside him it only takes a thrust or two and i join him finally releasing myself making me see stars which swirl around my head. "Oooooh...R...R...Rob...." I moan whilst shooting my load.
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Laying in the bed together the duvet covers our naked bodies whilst our fingers wrap around one anothers. "...Wow..." Robbie whispers finally getting his breath back after 10 minutes.
"You can say that again..." Shyly i smile over at him. God knows what time it is i look over at the gap which still remains in the curtain noticing it start to get a little lighter. "What did you...er...think?"
"Fucking amazing Gaz... you were just brilliant...thank you..." Nuzzling his nose against my cheek he places a kiss against my sweaty cheek.
"As were you Rob...think your mate will mind that we just had...you know...in his bed..?"
Laughing a little Robbie turns onto his left hand side now facing me with our hands still locked together he stares peacefully. "What he doesn't know...won't hurt him..."
"Love it... oh...and did i hear right...you called me babe?" Grinning slightly i blow away his damp fringe from his eyes.
"...Did i? When?"
"During..."
"Oh...erm..." Robbie's cheeks change into a shade of red, as he bows his head a little with embarrassment.
"Hey..." Placing a finger under his chin i raise his face again so we look into one anothers eyes. Those green eyes give me shivers down my spin, so deep yet so beautiful. "...I loved it..."
"Mmmm..." Cuddling up to me he rests his head and arm against my chest breathing in a sigh of relief.
"Couldn't of asked my first time to go any better to be honest...with a guy that is.."
"I feel special..." Robbie grins placing a single kiss onto my should whilst brushing his thumb against my bicep.
"You are...was it...erm...your first time...too?" I ask whilst clearing my throat. Suddenly i feel tension enter the room from my question. Robbie moves away his head from my chest placing it back onto his pillow. His eyes glance over to the clock which sits beside me on the bedside table.
"Jeez...it's 4am already...we better get some sleep if we want to be up before tomorrow night." He avoids my question closing his eyes quickly before i even get to open my mouth.
"N...Night..." Quietly i whisper feeling slightly awkward...is there something he isn't telling me?